I remember a point in my life where I had a large circle of friends and even several very close friends. Now all of these 'friends' seem to be disappearing off the face of the earth as if Columbus' theory was correct.. the earth is flat and if you get to close to the edge you will fall off into a black obis and never be heard from again.
I don't even know why I bother with anyone anymore. I am always the one to put effort into a friendship and get nothing in return and I am really damn sick of it.

its the kind of day where the only thing keeping you warm is the sun beating on your black shirt
your hair sways in the brisk fall breeze and you can finally see clearly
your cigarette burns faster than usual and you shake trying to get more.
your shoulders shift nervously as the people in their cars drive by watching you like some sort of animal in a cage.
the leaves fall at your feet and you trample them as your legs move faster, faster, faster.

pukee
cant be bothered to post photos on here anymore so go to my flickr if interested
http://www.flickr.com/photos/jordynault/

everytime an eyelash falls out i feel a little uglier.

little Vincent is always so curious curious curious

new shirt

new beautiful elephant and tea light candle holder for my shelf, like a need anymore candle holders!

finally got the energy to rearrange my nic-nacks a bit


salt rock lamp, birthday gift from mom

Andy through a birthday party for Jesse and I at his house last friday. it was pretty wonderful.. except for the headache i woke up with on saturday


oh, Edelle

Tomorrow I am making Rory and Kalle lunch and then taking sexy photos of them. Ricki's art show opening and Wax Mannequin tomorrow night! i am quite excited

I don't really know what I'm doing anymore.. or why.
I should probably just go back to being a recluse.. I'm going to be gone from this city in year and half anyways.
why is it that all the things that make me happy are really really bad?
I saw him last week and he didn't even say a word to me. man i am a complete idiot.
Vincent just ate through my headphone cord for the secord time in the past three days. He wakes me up at least twice during the night and bites my lip. So annoying. I can't wait for him to get fat and be cuddly. He is twice the size that he was two weeks ago.
A girl got hit by a car and died infront of my house tonight. weird.
Anyways.. new years was pretty groovy.
+dico ball
+moldy peaches
+good people
+hash fudge
+drunk girls attacking eachother
+greasy west side hangover food



pat and cayllan playing hot hands

feet

this one is strange.



we look a bit overly happy

i like this one of Mister



by the end of the night everything looked like this